The Battle for Motivation

Inspiration and motivation are fickle creatures, and so easily lost! Keeping them near is much like fighting with a wet bar of soap or a fresh-caught trout. The moment you lower your concentration, they are lost and depression settles into the corners.

This is what I’ve been battling the last couple weeks. What makes it worse, I suppose, is the knowledge that once I beat it into submission, I know the same battle will rise a few months down the road.

BootCampMOSIt’s a common struggle for writers. Not a one of us is immune. For me right now it’s a matter of pitting my stubbornness and determination against the doldrums that have me in their clutches. I need to stop listening to the whispered reminders that I’m behind schedule and just get it done.

If only there was a secret cocktail or multi-vitamin we writers could take to help us with this battle. But the best I can do at the moment is talk myself into being determined. The actuality will follow, eventually.

Shamus O’Neill | #TeaserTuesday

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‘My Fair Princess’, fantasy romance.

my fair princess“Shamus?”

He glanced up at her. “Hm?”

“Why did you want to be mayor of O’Neill?” Shamus swiped up another blade of grass. As Nia noticed before, he didn’t look the least bit comfortable talking about himself. “I truly want to know. It is an amazing responsibility, and you have done such wonderful things.”

He cleared his throat again, ears reddening so completely she considered dousing him with water. Nia couldn’t understand why he exhibited such an apparent reluctance to speak of this accomplishment.

“I, erm. . . .” Shamus tossed away the grass, though he immediately plucked another. “These are good people,” he said, so quiet that Nia strained to hear him. “I wanted them to have a better life than what they’d had.”

“At the age of twenty? Weren’t you still learning from your father?”

“The O’Neill’s put us on our own early,” he confessed with a quick glance her direction. “I’d basically been responsible for father’s ranch since I was twelve.”

“Heavens! At so young an age?”

Shamus’s shoulders lifted. “It taught me a lot of things.”

“But did you have the chance to be a child?”

“Sure. After chores and before bed.” He peeked at her. “I didn’t mind all that much.”

“With such responsibilities, how did you remain so . . . so . . . kindhearted?”

He laughed. “Responsibilities don’t make a person mean. That’s a choice.”

“Yes, I suppose you are right.” She held his gaze until his retreated. “So, you wanted to be completely independent then? Was that why you became mayor? To prove something to your family even?”

Shamus blinked at her. “Prove something?”

“I believe you wanted to prove O’Neill could be successful without using fear.”

He held her gaze for such a long moment she felt certain he wanted to speak . . . and then his gaze dropped to the grass teased by her single finger.

Nia smiled. “I am proud of you, Shamus O’Neill.” She clasped his hand, stroking it with her thumb. “It takes courage to stand up to a tradition, and not many people want to be bothered with such. Good for you.”

“I would’ve done it sooner if I knew I’d have got you for a wife.”

“Shamus O’Neill,” she laughed, “you speak such sweet talk.”

He continued to smile at her, and a flow of warmth advanced to her cheeks with a touch of surprise. She liked his attention. In fact, his eagerness to bestow it made her feel . . . relief. Foolish, really, as she should not have doubted a growing friendship. From the moment she met him there had been a connection. Much as she and Dray when they first met—

Shamus lowered his focus to their clasped hands, his features somewhat taut. She gave his hand a squeeze. “Why, Shay, what is wrong?”

“Nothing. I just . . .” He cleared away the roughness in his voice. “Can I kiss your hand?”

Nia’s mouth gaped. Men generally helped themselves, much as any person voluntarily pet a dog or cat. She intercepted his hesitant glance. “Yes, Shay. Yes, you can.”

The kiss was feather-light, the caress of lips upon hand causing a tingle from toe to wingtip. Nia smiled at him, enjoying the soft stroke of his thumb. Yes. She liked Shamus O’Neill very much. It would be easy to care deeply for him when he treated her with such deference.

Writing and Fairytales

TangledI just finished watching Disney‘s Tangled, the story of Rapunzel. It is one of my favorite fairytales, and I even enjoy watching this kid-softened version. Why do I like the story of Rapunzel? Because the story–especially the Disney version–reminds me of my own “coming of age” story.

For years I felt trapped in a tower, though not necessarily against my will. The tower is very symbolic of the way I used my writing as a safer way of “experiencing” life, love, and happiness. I tortured my characters and then wrote them to their redemption, hoping that I could feel even a fraction of their peace and joy through the act.

Then, in my early thirties, I finally experienced the euphoria of freedom once I met my husband and left my tower.

Building a relationship with him was no easy task, because I had a lot of growing up to do even then–I still do. The adventure was fraught with conflicts, challenges, character-builders, and hard lessons, but in the end–like Rapunzel–I found my happy ending and have been happily married for seven years (come September 2013).

When I watch stories like Disney’s Tangled and The Incredibles, the intense emotion and engaging storyline reminds me why I love being a writer.

I Get Inspired

Not only that, it inspires me toward my goal of writing as enthralling a story as what I have just watched. The characters. The conflict. The setting. All of it. I find myself thinking “I want to write that.”

Reading and viewing other stories and characters is such an important aspect of growing as a writer. You see how others weave these incredible tales. You read and feel the action and re-action, your brain learning new aspects of a scene or story. A new character-type. A new way to present a setting, or a new world in general!

Now I find myself in front of my computer doing just that, and all because I experienced someone else’s passion for story and character. It feels as if I have sat in on a storyboard session and participated in a collaborative effort.

Collaboration Inspires

I cannot stress enough how many different perspectives there are on life and living. When we don’t have the opportunity to view or hear those, we miss an incredible opportunity to add facets to our characters.

That is one of the most important lessons I am learning during this collaborative effort of expanding To Save A Soul. Who is my partner? The creator of the universe and adventure module upon which this story is based–my husband.

Um-WhatWithout his input, I wouldn’t have been able to add 6,000 words in simply the first 50 pages of story. A deeper knowledge of Mun and Para’s histories would lay undiscovered. But through our discussions and his help in outlining my 2012 NaNoWriMo project, Para Sedi, I uncovered a richer character and an extended story. In fact, The Soul Cycle has blossomed into at least 5 books, 2 of which are waiting for their turn at NaNoWriMo.

Seek Inspiration Everywhere

Inspiration comes in the most unlikely of places: movies, books, discussions, memories . . . . Our responsibility is to continue opening doors and windows to let it into our hearts and minds.

Where do you get your inspiration? Where do your richer stories and characters come from?

Nona King